Wednesday, March 30, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: John Mooney Glass Movie,Photography, Graphics & Fl...

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: John Mooney Glass Movie,Photography, Graphics & Fl...: "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5R_PEzWcTgNothing makes me more happy than to share and help my fellow Colleagues with promoting their n..."

John Mooney Glass Movie,Photography, Graphics & Flyer by Anna Siqueiros





Nothing makes me more happy than to share and help my fellow Colleagues with promoting their natural born talents to share with the world.

Monday, March 28, 2011

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Graysons 7th Brain Surgery Update From His mom Michelle Arroyo

Sorry for not sending out an email update about the surgery for so long. It turns out I can access Facebook at the hospital very easily but not email.
 
Over five hours in the OR, but he was talking and moving pretty quickly in the recovery room.The surgery was successful in removing most of the scar tissue that had completely sealed his fourth ventricle shut, but they could not put the shunt in the ventricle as we had hoped. His fourth ventricle had  a lot of tumor in it so it would more than likely just clog the shunt (drain) if they put it in. They did make a tube out of a dissolvable gel material in hopes that it would keep an open pathway for the ventricle to drain. It may or may not work, or may only work for a period of time. The pathologist confirmed that the tissue sample was actual tumor but we will not have final results likely for ten days, and this is no surprise because we know that Gray's tumor is like a coating throughout his brain and spine.
  
The first few days were very worrisome because Gray was not bouncing back like he has after his previous surgeries. He would not eat or drink, try and get up or move around, and his visual processing seemed to be very off. He had no interest in movies or cartoons, or any of the usual stuff that he enjoys even if only for a few minutes. His sodium levels seemed to remain low despite supplementation and then he started with a fever. That required many tests, Chest X-ray, Head CT, and a sampling of Cerebral Spinal Fluid to rule out bacterial growth. He had a couple of days of antibiotics and seemed to have kicked whatever infection may have been brewing.
 
The first week we were on the Surgical floor which had a variety of surgical recovery patients and was very noisy and chaotic. Gray does not do well with noise under good circumstances so this was very difficult for all of us to deal with, and sharing a room with two babies for the first three days did not start things out right. The emotional trauma seems to be the toughest for him to deal with at this time. He has constant nightmares when trying to sleep and so he seems pretty afraid to go to sleep at night and his emotions are very volatile. You just never know how the brain will respond in these types of surgeries, swelling and movement play a big part of mood, coordination and function. It will probably take many weeks or even months to know the effectiveness of reducing pain and figure out all the actual changes in him, both good and bad. 
 
Two days ago we transferred to the In Patient Rehab Unit, in hopes of getting him several hours a day of therapy to help get him back on his feet. His fine motor skills are still pretty good but his legs are still very wobbly and vision seem to be off. It is a challenge to try and walk, even with me doing all the work, because his legs are all over the place. His head and neck are very stiff which does not help and he is very afraid of hurting himself. Gray has a long road to recovery ahead of him, but I am sure he will be back in action "Gray Style" as usual. 
 
Thanks to all who made a special trip to Children's Hospital LA to donate blood on Grayson's behalf. He was borderline on requiring a transfusion, but his blood counts recuperated quickly enough so all the donations would be successful in helping another child.
 
As always, I saved the best for last. We are so fortunate to have such a great support system. I apologize to all the people who have offered to come by and visit, bring food, etc. that I have not had time to respond to. My besties, Amy and Diane, came into town before the surgery and did not go home until they had to return to their own kids and work. My family has taken turns round the clock to bring us anything we may need and allow me to meet with the teams of Doctors, and take an occasional shower. This has been an exhausting, emotionally and physically, hospital stay. Not just here, but for our support team that stayed at the house to make the rounds. The hospital security is tight here so we can only have two people bedside at a time, which is usually me and one visitor.
 
And many thanks to Annie Banannie, Gray's famous Clown Mentor, who has kept us all laughing. Even when people were passing out while donating blood on Grayson's behalf.... :o)...always an adventure of some sort.
 
Grayson loves to get mail, so we are welcoming cards and letters.
 
xoxo Michelle and Gray
 
Grayson Arroyo-Smiley
3325 Canton Way

Studio City, CA 91604

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: A Thousand Prayers For Grayson

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: A Thousand Prayers For Grayson: "“A Thousand Prayers For Grayson” I am only that of a boy striving to become a man.Can you take my hand? Can you blow in to the wind a ..."

A Thousand Prayers For Grayson


“A Thousand Prayers For Grayson

I am only that of a boy striving to become a man.
Can you take my hand?

Can you blow in to the wind a thousand prayers across this land?

It is to rest upon me a surgery of healing.
With a ray of sunshine, and the gentle autumn rain.

So I will no longer have to be in pain.

There is so much I look forward to, Too many memories to gain.

Can you blow in to the wind a thousand prayers across this land?

And Whisper My Name:

For This Friday March 18th 2011
7:30 -- ?
Pacific standard time
Is
Grayson Brain Surgery
Children’s Hospital Los Angeles

Please do not hesitate to forward this to go around the world as many times as possible!

Miracles do Happen!

Thank You,

Annie Banannie the Clown
 

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: The Rise of America/ Made In America

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: The Rise of America/ Made In America: "The Rise of America / Made in America series #2 by a.Siqueiros 3/14/2011 The Painting that almost got away that was strapped to my car an..."

The Rise of America/ Made In America #2

The Rise of America / Made in America
series #2 by a.Siqueiros 3/14/2011
The Painting that almost got away that was strapped to my car and almost flew off! I have a hundred portraits to do before I can show it to the public. I will keep posting the progress of the painting as it will start to take form.
Don't Be Average
Monday March 14, 2011


Goals are good.  But don’t get lost in them. Your average person spends their lives chasing something they never attain, at the expense of everything else. 

Don’t be average. 

Today, put your trust in a force higher than your logic.  You may not know exactly where it wants to take you, but you can be certain that if you trust, it will be the right place.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Fighting with Contemplation

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Fighting with Contemplation: "Contemplation by a. siqueiros 3/9/2011 Contemplating always in thought of current & passed events we spilt right down the middle..."

Fighting with Contemplation

Contemplation by a. siqueiros 3/9/2011 
Contemplating always in thought of current & passed events we spilt right down the middle. The events that have taken place in my life may be something you too can relate to. That too familiar feeling of sadness. I realized that my inner knowing had told me to say something, and I did not pay attention. I thought, with regret, back to other times when I had heard that voice and ignored it. The simplest yet most elusive lesson in life is learning to listen to that guiding voice. I've learned to respond to it more and more, yet the times still come when I admit that I have just missed some extraordinary experience because I failed to catch the message fast enough. And when that happens, something irrevocably lost. It is vital at such moments to learn how to forgive oneself. Perhaps the awakened state means being ever ready to respond. Something that no one can be all the time. But we can approach it! And we can learn to listen more and more reliably. Mastery means responsibility, ability to respond in real time to the need of the moment. Intuitive or inspired living mean not just passively hearing the voice, but acting on it. Learn to respond to your muse.

Friday, March 4, 2011

A Hatched Temptation

A Hatched Temptation
Painting by a.Siqueiros 3/3/2011
The necessary equation of patience with faith arises because we cannot drop out of the world to undergo the growth and do the work needed "weather for hours or for  years" unless we trust that "Spirit stands still long enough." In our rapidly changing world there is no objective basis for this trust, other than the knowledge that other people have done it and come through. We simply have to have it, crazy as it may seem at times: faith in the rightness of our aim, in the ultimate fattiness of the obstacles, test, and lessons that present themselves along the way, in the Integrity and Mystery of our own evolution. And like the egg that is cracked under pressure the inner temptation that persists in all of us to evolve to higher consciousness of obtaining a sound mind.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

New Painting " The Rise of America"


The Rise of America 1&2
by a.Siqueiros March 1 2011
Last night I found my self eager to get to this painting that has been on my mind since 6 months ago. Envisioning the concept with in my head day in and day out. I kept on working on it pulling it out from time to time. But last night in having the ability to work large on a 5 foot by 5 foot canvas got my blood stirring. So I took a nap had the weirdest dream all surrounded around the painting and jump out of bed ran down to the garage and pulled it out. Placed strapped it on top of my car, Loaded all my painting supplies and headed down the road only to find that I did not strap it good enough. When I look up the canvas was just about to fly off. Immediately I pulled over strapped it good and tight and continued driving. I had to carry this thing to West La College load it in to an elevator to the third floor and then carry it again to a class room on the other side of a building. Dropped it off and all the way back to the car to load my supplies.  I finally got going on painting and all the figures started to shape with out much effort. 
The reason I am telling you this story: Well I want to let everyone who thinks an artist dose not work to do their work is crazy. You see we work all the time even when we are not moving. A concept gets in our head and we just can not let it go! We are like pit bulls who lock their jaws in to it, and their is just no giving up or running back. You wonder why art is so expensive well it is expensive because it is at our expense that we work endlessly in making good works. It takes time, enormous amount of energy and thinking how we are going to accomplish it to do it, maintain it, store it, and finally wait for the creator to let us know when we finish it. So the next time you look at paintings or any kind of art form think about what the artist did on the process just to get where you can view it in a gallery, museum, or anywhere so you could experience it. Give some consideration to the artist that just for that brief moment of taking you some where else in time did it to raise your consciousness!