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| Laundry Hell Sketch by a.siqueiros |
Sometimes I find myself in a pit of loneliness or anti creativity, feeling trapped in some bleak life situation,or feeling trapped in some bleak life situation, or feeling that I have taken on some piece of work so large and many-faceted that if I lived ten lifetimes I could not complete it. part of me knows that a surprise, a breakthrough, a new element can come in at any moment and change the equation of my life. But all too often I identify myself as a part ( an ego, a solidified self) that sees only what is apparent and feels trapped in it. The demands of daily life and my own expectations seem to allow me no time and no room to maneuver. I am tempted to grasp for an easy outcome, a magic potion, a distraction, or else a way to drop the whole thing. At such times we can create tremendous doubt about the value of our life and art and lets not forget about the cleaning, and Laundry!
