Tuesday, May 24, 2011

An Inspirational Video from Artist to Artist

This seems to have really got me this morning when I saw this video. I can really relate to this artist of artistic movement as a women always in change feeling separated and pulled in all kinds of ways. It really has inspired me to create I hope it dose the same for you.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Venice Art Walk 2011 Invitation

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Venice Art Walk 2011 Invitation

Venice Art Walk 2011 Invitation

The Rise of America/ Made In America#4


The Rise of America
To A Higher Conscientiousness

Work in Progress
By
Anna E. Siqueiros

This work is based on the union of the people who represent moving forward in enlightening a higher conscientiousness, awareness of the past to our modern times for the good of change for all peoples that have come from all countries around the world to make United States of America what it is today.
This painting is partly a Performance Art Piece:
 Over time, in the Gallery at West Los Angeles College, the Artist will continue adding figures of portraits: Those portraits symbolize the knowledge, wisdom and talents of those who live in the United States of America, who are helping in raising a higher conscientiousness; setting an example for those around them as well as those who view this painting in the future.
Upon completion, the Artist will have a list of names as well as a diagram of whom were chosen and depicted in this painting for future reference.
Ms. Siqueiros would also like to extend a warm “Thank you” to all those who have contributed in setting aside their time, and providing space towards the completion of this painting for future generations to view.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Blue Today

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Blue Today: "Blue Today Acrylic on wood 2010 by a.Siqueiros Fighting Depression again just like every Artist dose. Perhaps it is the coming of a storm ..."

Blue Today

Blue Today Acrylic on wood 2010 by a.Siqueiros
Fighting Depression again just like every Artist dose. Perhaps it is the coming of a storm headed our way that adds to all the grimness of all you see on television, newspapers, the edge of the energy of doom by those I seem to pick up around me. Although I know I will get through this I can not help to feel sadness creeping up. I like to sleep my way through it but I know it won't get things done. So I plunge my self in it and process the enviable to create through it. I will keep you posted on my accomplishments of process  that helps me with it. Depression always seems to make me feel more lonely than I actually am but their is no doubt that it still some glimmer of hope beyond this so called darkness that surrounds me. I refuse to have it absorb me in to deeper negative frame of mind. I look to the sky and see the clouds change with the gust of wind. Why can't I? Well I can and I will. I believe it is all about the frame of mind to latch on to that keeps me going so I will ! And if you are ever here You Can Too!

Monday, March 28, 2011

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Graysons 7th Brain Surgery Update From His mom Michelle Arroyo

Sorry for not sending out an email update about the surgery for so long. It turns out I can access Facebook at the hospital very easily but not email.
 
Over five hours in the OR, but he was talking and moving pretty quickly in the recovery room.The surgery was successful in removing most of the scar tissue that had completely sealed his fourth ventricle shut, but they could not put the shunt in the ventricle as we had hoped. His fourth ventricle had  a lot of tumor in it so it would more than likely just clog the shunt (drain) if they put it in. They did make a tube out of a dissolvable gel material in hopes that it would keep an open pathway for the ventricle to drain. It may or may not work, or may only work for a period of time. The pathologist confirmed that the tissue sample was actual tumor but we will not have final results likely for ten days, and this is no surprise because we know that Gray's tumor is like a coating throughout his brain and spine.
  
The first few days were very worrisome because Gray was not bouncing back like he has after his previous surgeries. He would not eat or drink, try and get up or move around, and his visual processing seemed to be very off. He had no interest in movies or cartoons, or any of the usual stuff that he enjoys even if only for a few minutes. His sodium levels seemed to remain low despite supplementation and then he started with a fever. That required many tests, Chest X-ray, Head CT, and a sampling of Cerebral Spinal Fluid to rule out bacterial growth. He had a couple of days of antibiotics and seemed to have kicked whatever infection may have been brewing.
 
The first week we were on the Surgical floor which had a variety of surgical recovery patients and was very noisy and chaotic. Gray does not do well with noise under good circumstances so this was very difficult for all of us to deal with, and sharing a room with two babies for the first three days did not start things out right. The emotional trauma seems to be the toughest for him to deal with at this time. He has constant nightmares when trying to sleep and so he seems pretty afraid to go to sleep at night and his emotions are very volatile. You just never know how the brain will respond in these types of surgeries, swelling and movement play a big part of mood, coordination and function. It will probably take many weeks or even months to know the effectiveness of reducing pain and figure out all the actual changes in him, both good and bad. 
 
Two days ago we transferred to the In Patient Rehab Unit, in hopes of getting him several hours a day of therapy to help get him back on his feet. His fine motor skills are still pretty good but his legs are still very wobbly and vision seem to be off. It is a challenge to try and walk, even with me doing all the work, because his legs are all over the place. His head and neck are very stiff which does not help and he is very afraid of hurting himself. Gray has a long road to recovery ahead of him, but I am sure he will be back in action "Gray Style" as usual. 
 
Thanks to all who made a special trip to Children's Hospital LA to donate blood on Grayson's behalf. He was borderline on requiring a transfusion, but his blood counts recuperated quickly enough so all the donations would be successful in helping another child.
 
As always, I saved the best for last. We are so fortunate to have such a great support system. I apologize to all the people who have offered to come by and visit, bring food, etc. that I have not had time to respond to. My besties, Amy and Diane, came into town before the surgery and did not go home until they had to return to their own kids and work. My family has taken turns round the clock to bring us anything we may need and allow me to meet with the teams of Doctors, and take an occasional shower. This has been an exhausting, emotionally and physically, hospital stay. Not just here, but for our support team that stayed at the house to make the rounds. The hospital security is tight here so we can only have two people bedside at a time, which is usually me and one visitor.
 
And many thanks to Annie Banannie, Gray's famous Clown Mentor, who has kept us all laughing. Even when people were passing out while donating blood on Grayson's behalf.... :o)...always an adventure of some sort.
 
Grayson loves to get mail, so we are welcoming cards and letters.
 
xoxo Michelle and Gray
 
Grayson Arroyo-Smiley
3325 Canton Way

Studio City, CA 91604

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: A Thousand Prayers For Grayson

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: A Thousand Prayers For Grayson: "“A Thousand Prayers For Grayson” I am only that of a boy striving to become a man.Can you take my hand? Can you blow in to the wind a ..."

A Thousand Prayers For Grayson


“A Thousand Prayers For Grayson

I am only that of a boy striving to become a man.
Can you take my hand?

Can you blow in to the wind a thousand prayers across this land?

It is to rest upon me a surgery of healing.
With a ray of sunshine, and the gentle autumn rain.

So I will no longer have to be in pain.

There is so much I look forward to, Too many memories to gain.

Can you blow in to the wind a thousand prayers across this land?

And Whisper My Name:

For This Friday March 18th 2011
7:30 -- ?
Pacific standard time
Is
Grayson Brain Surgery
Children’s Hospital Los Angeles

Please do not hesitate to forward this to go around the world as many times as possible!

Miracles do Happen!

Thank You,

Annie Banannie the Clown
 

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: The Rise of America/ Made In America

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: The Rise of America/ Made In America: "The Rise of America / Made in America series #2 by a.Siqueiros 3/14/2011 The Painting that almost got away that was strapped to my car an..."

The Rise of America/ Made In America #2

The Rise of America / Made in America
series #2 by a.Siqueiros 3/14/2011
The Painting that almost got away that was strapped to my car and almost flew off! I have a hundred portraits to do before I can show it to the public. I will keep posting the progress of the painting as it will start to take form.
Don't Be Average
Monday March 14, 2011


Goals are good.  But don’t get lost in them. Your average person spends their lives chasing something they never attain, at the expense of everything else. 

Don’t be average. 

Today, put your trust in a force higher than your logic.  You may not know exactly where it wants to take you, but you can be certain that if you trust, it will be the right place.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Fighting with Contemplation

SIQUEIROS LIVES ON!: Fighting with Contemplation: "Contemplation by a. siqueiros 3/9/2011 Contemplating always in thought of current & passed events we spilt right down the middle..."

Fighting with Contemplation

Contemplation by a. siqueiros 3/9/2011 
Contemplating always in thought of current & passed events we spilt right down the middle. The events that have taken place in my life may be something you too can relate to. That too familiar feeling of sadness. I realized that my inner knowing had told me to say something, and I did not pay attention. I thought, with regret, back to other times when I had heard that voice and ignored it. The simplest yet most elusive lesson in life is learning to listen to that guiding voice. I've learned to respond to it more and more, yet the times still come when I admit that I have just missed some extraordinary experience because I failed to catch the message fast enough. And when that happens, something irrevocably lost. It is vital at such moments to learn how to forgive oneself. Perhaps the awakened state means being ever ready to respond. Something that no one can be all the time. But we can approach it! And we can learn to listen more and more reliably. Mastery means responsibility, ability to respond in real time to the need of the moment. Intuitive or inspired living mean not just passively hearing the voice, but acting on it. Learn to respond to your muse.

Friday, March 4, 2011

A Hatched Temptation

A Hatched Temptation
Painting by a.Siqueiros 3/3/2011
The necessary equation of patience with faith arises because we cannot drop out of the world to undergo the growth and do the work needed "weather for hours or for  years" unless we trust that "Spirit stands still long enough." In our rapidly changing world there is no objective basis for this trust, other than the knowledge that other people have done it and come through. We simply have to have it, crazy as it may seem at times: faith in the rightness of our aim, in the ultimate fattiness of the obstacles, test, and lessons that present themselves along the way, in the Integrity and Mystery of our own evolution. And like the egg that is cracked under pressure the inner temptation that persists in all of us to evolve to higher consciousness of obtaining a sound mind.